Quotes

Its 350 am and i cant sleep so im going to blog few quotes that i like.

Friendship.

When the character of a man is not clear to you, look at his friends.

Sometimes the measure of friendship isn't your ability to not harm but your capacity to forgive the things done to you and ask forgiveness for your own mistakes.

When someone allows you to bear his burdens, you have found deep friendship.

We secure our friends not by accepting favours buy by doing them.

I've learned that all a person has in life is family and friends. If you lose those, you have nothing,
so friends are to be treausred more than anything else in the world.

Boredom.

The cure for boredom is curiosity. There is no cure for curiosity.

Life.

The first step to getting the things that you want out of life is this. Decide what you want.

Life is pleasant. Death is peaceful. It's the transition that's troublesome.

We make a living by what we get, We make a life by what we give.

Life is just a mirror, and what you see out there, you must first see inside of you

Lies.

Liars when they speak the truth are not believed

Love.

Love is the triumph of imagination over intelligence.

There is no remedy for love but to love more

Age does not protect you from love. But love, to some extent, protects you from age.

To be brave is to love someone unconditionally, without expecting anything in return. To just give. That takes courage, because we don't want to fall on our faces or leave ourselves open to hurt.

Learning to love yourself is the greatest love of all.

The first duty of love is to listen.

Love is an irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired.

Love all, trust a few. Do wrong to none.

Happiness.

Cherish all happy moments: they make a fine cushion for old age.

In order for people to be happy, sometimes they have to take risks. It's true these risks can put the in danger of being hurt.

Education

It seems like everyone is like starting to study or going overseas to study which makes me start to wonder, what am i going to do? its been quite a long while and i have totally lost intrest in everything. Have no idea what the hell im going to do after im done with army.Kind of scary though im 21yrs old and ive got no education at all no diploma, no "O" levels, no nothing. I thought about becoming a chef, but i dont have the passion to cook anymore. Then a childrens counsellor, but not that patient nowdays. There was ideas of becoming an events organiser but still im not that good at any of these stuff. I'm scared shitless for my future. Im worried. But ive got no answer or no soloution to any of these things. And my biggest mistake is that i dont speak it out. I dont talk about these stuff to people. Not to parents because i know ill feel like shit and basically because we just dont talk. Many things i like to do bt i think its time to get my priorities straighten out. Hopefully ill come to think of what id like to do when the time comes. And lets hope its not to late

A Good Week

This week was good.Fruitful infact. And im glad i maximised myself though it was tiring. Came out on tuesday from camp and went over to Josh's place where we had abit too much to drunk and as usual there wasa drama. good to know that somethings were able to be straightened out. Wed was at Shane's house watching dvds. We watched Dodgeball an American Wedding after which we all went home and got ready to go to the beach on thursday morning with STARFISH(thats sam's dog by the way). haha I want to bring the dog home for one week can? Please Sam. Ill do anything..haha. Brought my cousins out with them after that and as usual Shane was the bad influence. Went to camp late on friday man. thank god nothing happened. Came out late and ermm watched dvds at Shawns place this time round afterwhich we went to watch the sunrise. I came homed changed and went to play soccer with my cousins straight away and then i went swimming with them aswell. Finally i was too tired and K.Oed. Went Mos with the whole gang yest and manage to have quit a bit of fun. And as usual its back to camp tmr.But only for 2 days so it aint so bad. Was a good week, didnt spend much money, manage to do quite abit of exercise and ermm still have lots of fun.

My Weekend

Finally went hiking on sat morning after so long. It was tiring waking up after doing research on the com and watching the late night movie, but it was well worth it. Manage to get some morning breeze and good work out. Not many people believed when i said i went because 1st of all i went alone lah. And secondly, who would actually wake up and go do this stuff. After that came home and slept and went to newton for Kok Beng's birthday before heading down to MOS where we had a quite fun night altogether. Been awhile since i had that much of fun. Came home eventually at 6am and played with my couzzies till it was time to go 4 mass. Wasnt paying attention during mass it was like just go and get it over with (sad to say) maybe because i was too tired. Played soccer and maybe i think i overexerted myself because the hernia hurt badky again. Oh well came back and entertained the young ones again before going down to arab st to meet the rest to plan our next few weeks of outings. Seems quite fun, hopefully it happens.

The Aftermath

I think im allergic to something. And i think that its dogs. I say this because, the other night i stayed over at Nicole Mok's place and was playing with her dog, and she was like lying on me and jumping all over. Then yest, i was over at Sam and Candice's place and the same thing, and ive got a bad flu now. It happened the day after i was at Nicole's place aswell.

My nose is bad. Its been non stop sneezing since i left their place earlier this morning, and my eyes hurt badly.I can barely open my eyes, but thank god for eye drops. haha. Im sick once again, and this time i think there is something internal which ive got to check. I drank water this morning and my throat and abdomen hurt real bad. It was like sharp poking pain and i couldnt breath for that short moment. At first i thought it was a one of thingy but it happened again just now. After watching Shrek3, i drank abit of Deon's coke and it was the same feeling. If it continues to happen, i think ive got to go and get it checked. Seems quite serious, when i press y tummy it hurts aswell.

I think movie theaters arent for me. Id rather watch the dvd at home. I feel really uncomfortable because the seats are like so close to one another and you cant do as you please. You've got to be wary about not blocking someone or spoiling the movie for them. I watched 2 shows recently. Pirates of the Caribbean and Shrek3. Both of which i didnt watch the 1st two. I found Pirates quite draggy and i slept like half way in the show. The 1st time ive ever fallen asleep in a cinema. Shrek was OK but nothing fantastic. Didnt really like make me laugh as much as i expected. Ive seen better shows. I'm still waiting for my dvds to arrive. Its alot man like 20, this time round i bought the most and it hasnt come. Hopefully it comes within the next week, ive watched all my shows i need to watch and im getting bored.
Games where me out aswell. Get tired of playing the same thing over and over again. I need to get new games and new dvds.

Yes! Ive put on weight, and i think its quite alot. Many people have been telling me the same thing, maybe its time to exercise even though the hernia is going to hurt. I cant just sit around and do nothing. Id rather go through the pain and look acceptable. So tmr ive actually decided to go hiking, but no one is free. I'm going alone. I cant keep waiting for people. If not ill never get things done. From now on every satday morning im going to do at least some form of exercise and i somewhat have it all planned out. If so happens i cant make it on a saturday ill push it to sunday. And by hook or by crook ill have it done. I enjoy doing outdoor sports and i get to lose weight, so why not. Going it alone is not a problem. Done it so manytimes before, but of course with company it will be more fun. gotta go catch some sleep, looking forward to tmr.

A Good Day.

So the tournament that i organised went well. It was good to see that many of the teams turned up and that most of them were actually happy with the tournament. Besides the refreeing mishaps and (Key) dont know if thats how you spell his name breaking his elbow, everything went smoothly. Most of the teams were kind of happy that when they arrived they saw many like friends playing in diffrent teams and it became quite competitive in a friendly kind of way. My team didnt go to far and that was a good thing. Because i had to stick to the organising and refreeing. The two teams that eventually reached the finals were those that i thought would stand a chance of winning. They were the two best teams and deserve to be there.

After the tournament, finally had something to eat and a few of us went to candice's place. They were all playing mahjong while i kept myself entertained by playing with their dog Starfish. Haha. Its quite a cute dog though. Small and innocent. Id love to borrow her for a few days,haha but i doubt candice will ever let me take her out unless it was for a walk. O well. My mum kept calling and as usual made noise because im not at home again. She keeps complaining that im out too often and keep coming back when the sun is up. Which is something she really doesnt like, looks like ive got to start cutting down on my outings.

Little Ones.

Been rather busy with the past few days, with work and research and my cousins. Yes!! my cousins have finally arrived from America. Its been a long wait and its well worth it. I picked them up at the airport last week and they've been staying in my house eversince. Its been fun having them around, just doing nothing,playing games, going out and seeing them get up with all their mischief and nonsense.They're always smiling and laughing. So innocent and i can guarantee any of you that you'll enjoy being with them the moment you see them. Of course, they are much bigger from the last time i saw them, but its still a bundle of joy having them around. The good news is that they mite be staying here for about 3 years, this because my uncle mite be placed to work here and that could be for around that period of time.

Somehow i know im not my old self when it comes to kids. Its just diffrent. When i was working in the American Club, everytime kids came in the games area no matter who ill be just happy to see them. And no matter what they did ive always have the patience to keep my cool and not get angry. Now, i get irritated and somewhat moody when its around them. I still do go out of my way to get for them stuff and give them surprises and bring them out. But its diffrent. Sad but diffrent. My aunt who came down, said that i always look lost or that somethings bothering me, she did mention that her husband said the same when he was down here a few times earlier in the year. I dont feel that way. But then again its people who notice you that you should listen too. Anyways it just good that their here for now and that they will be here for a lot longer. Kind of nice having them around. They make me happy at times.