Nothing to Say

So i havent been really myself lately.As in havent been really the person i want to be, always quiet and revered.At times try to hard to make happy.When you do that, you actually remind yourself of how unhappy you are. Have been doing some thinking lately and been searching up alot on diffrent types of stuff. A lot of stuff interest me nowdays, just searching to see what really im intrested in. So im not going to taiwan after much asking. Im staying in this shit hole of singapore at least i can work an make some extra cash. Speaking of which, ive yet to buy myself any thing new since ive had the extra cash. Maybe next month. Army is still the same thing. Same shit diff day, doesnt get any better though. Fasting has been good, didnt succumb to any temptations and havent eaten meat and more than 1 meal for about 2 weeks now.4 more weeks to go and im done. Well nothing much really to say or talk about. Have thoughts on my mind, but always not at the computer when i want to pend them down. Lucky ive got my organiser.Going to try and sleep now. Not that tired though.

There comes a time when every life goes off course,

in this desperate moment, who will you be?

Will you let down your defrences and find solace in someone less expected

Will you reach out

Will you face your greatest fears bravely and move forward with faith

Or will you succumb to the darkness of your soul