Wednesday, March 7, 2007

Try to Sleep Now

Went for bbq 21st bday party just now. Helped out with getting the fire started and helped cooked the food though i couldnt eat them. Sat around talking to friends havent seen for a long time. Was good catching up with them and seeing how their doing. Seems that most people have a plan in life. Thats good to see.Eventually came back around 2+am. Was kind of tired but as usual couldnt sleep. Walked up and down and up and down, switched the tv on and off so many times. Eventually stayed up watching soccer hoping that i would fall asleep but to no avail. Was up all the way till 6.45am. That was when i eventually got tired and lay on my bed for a while. Slept for barely an hr and was up again. I think i have to tire my body out completly 1 day. Then ill be able to completly sleep with peace. Have yet to have an undisturbed sleep for months.

Have you ever wondered what marks our timing,
If one life can really make an impact on the world
Or if the choices we make matter
Sometimes in order to move forward,you have to go back.
In this case, just a few minutes

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